Day 47 - I am in love

It honestly took my mom leaving and me being on my own with Allie and Brad for me to realize how utterly in love I am with her. With her and Brad...but right now...more with her! (Sorry Brad! I love you in a different way!) It is honestly an indescribable feeling to have someone so dependent on you. Someone that is you, someone that you made. Every time I look at her - I can't help but want to cry - hormones maybe - but I'm telling myself that is what being a mom is all about - loving someone so much that the mere sight of them makes you want to cry...a good cry. A cry that means, no matter how much I tell her, she'll never know how much I love her.